why must it always happen?!i'm so bored!what am i here for?why cant i just move on without any probs?its totally sickening!!think abt others... and u had left me out... its just so unfair...why cant i be happy?give u smile.. n u give me a fake smile... all jobs u got .. u happy?! why must she think differently towards me...where do i gone wrong?i did remember abt last yr incident..
i did something wrong... when i wanna talk to u... u just go away n dont listen to me... ok thats fine with me.. i know my mistake are... n i learn it... but now... i did nothing wrong ... then why must u treat me this way... if u think i'm nothing for u.. ok fine.. watever... i will back off...
but at least... explain to me.. where is my mistake... u had shown me a wrong expression... all jobs u had given to him... i know u will see that... all job he do... but i did nothing... she may think i'm lazy.. but... all was wrong! she see only then she know wat type of ppl are u... cannot let ppl explain or wat is it going on... she believe of what she see.. but she dont believe or don want listen the explanation that had been given.... how hard is it to explain if she refuses to hear at least one explanation... hmm how can i be happy... makes me suffer.. not suffer maybe but make me more feel bad... its kind of hurts.... u had know me quite long... 1 half yrs... i see no different... last yr had happen.. n this yr.. also again repeated...what do u think... u mean i must be close to u so that i got job to do? huh... i really not that type of ppl anymore.. primary ya la... but not... no more... wasting time... hmm why is it... must happen this way to me?! i feeling that i wanna change school... thought of changing school... my parents ask me quite several times... but i just keep quiet...hmmm..dono la.. confusion....
This is my journey...
It started at 9:07 PM
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SITI NUR AINI
7-TeeN'2010
02 FEBRUARY
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